apparently

apparently i'm harsh. aggressive. i'm not sure if this is a theme in my life or not. all i know is that i feel like i'm too nice and that men treat me like shit as a result of my niceness. but i seem to be the only one who thinks this. apparently i'm intimidating. one mean woman that won't let people get a word in edgewise. honestly dude really does take the long road to a point. i will admit i have patience issues. but damn... yes, no, maybe so. geesh just answer the question already. i hate it when people walk all around a question and still never get to an answer. whateva

apparently i'm 0-3 now in the internet dating arena. i've talked to 3 men on the phone and nary a one has called me back. issues... you're damn right i got issues. what the fuck is that about. what pray tell am i doing wrong? honestly what is wrong with me!!!!!!! ok preacher man i can understand but ole boy... we hit it off. we laughed exchanged some light banter. i didn't even get a chance to fug it up before he said he'd call back. and nada. not a damn thing. ughhhhhghhhh!!!!!

my life rated

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	5.9
Mind:	5.8
Body:	9
Spirit:	6.7
Friends/Family:	4.3
Love:	0.8
Finance:	5
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suprisingly it's on point. my mental could be tighter but it will improve significantly once i move. i'm always gonna take care of my body and watch what i put into it. that was ingrained into me a long time ago. my spiritual beliefs are very strong and grow everyday. my rating is low on friends and family mostly because i have no friends. aside from one that i'm in love with, which just fucks up everything. another i don't trust and yet another i talk to maybe 3-4 times a year. my love life has always been fucked and i don't see that improving ever! and finally finances. hit it on the nose. middle of the road.