swolen

i'm really distressed about my leg. it's swelling up every damn day, whether i exercise or not. what the hell is going on. of course this crap happens when i have no insurance. of course dude never hit me back after my reply to his intial reply. why won't anyone hire me. i'm some kind of pariah.

on a good note, after 3 weeks, someone finally showed up for spin, and it's a black chic. so maybe i can play some floety, dancehall or whatever, instead of creed and shit like that.

i think of him everyday, but damn i wish i had some bjork. i could really vibe off that right now. what thug-like negro that like's to light it up on the basketball court with his air jordans, cut off shirt and baggy shorts you know, likes bjork? has all of her cd's in fact. ok get over it already. damn!!

but for real, my leg hurts and i'm distressed. i can't keep pushing it. not going to the doctor, it's gone away before but it's back and for all i know it could get worse. i could develop gout or something.