i just want my friend back

i saw pic's of the prince today, and he is gonna be bad (in a good way). he's a cutie pie. anyway, it feels good to converse with him. i know i need to be careful. i wish it was a simple thing to turn off certain emotions. he doesn't understand it, but i guess he doesn't have to understand. shit i don't understand it.

i just want my friend back. life seems so much more colorful with him in it. too bad he's fucking poison.

as usual, at work, i'm picking up everything so quickly. when my heart is in it, i can be an awesome producer.

lately, i've been thinking about writing again. i know my first screenplay seemed senseless but i really think i could write better this time around. i wish we could work together. i dream about that all the time. that we end up making a living writing and directing together. i live in such a fantasy land. anyway, i'm off to eat some breakfast. i'm so bad with this whole eating in the morning thing.

peace out....hehehehehehehe